Endgame/Final Form

Isn’t it almost ludicrous that after all that stoic endurance, the pushing through, the chattering teeth, the ubiquitous panic, this is exactly what I need now?

That this is exactly what I become.
The very thing I was always afraid of.

So the void got me after all —

{or have I finally found my true, final form, the ultimate design which was supposed to be mine from the beginning?}

-Jane